Projects GALORE!! and Cement Pavers

We have been working on a few projects around the house.  We decided that we would tackle the outside in the summer and get to the inside in the winter.  So smart! Danny is a genius!

We'll get to these in a minute...

But first, we have so many other projects that are also going on that I'll be sharing soon.  
Like the deck...

the fence...(which finally got finished today!!!  SO EXCITED!!!)
don't mind the parts without grass, we have plans for those.

the garage...(small, small addition that makes a HUGE difference)

the pergola...

and the play room...

So far, out of all these things, the fence is the only finished product.  Is it just us, or does anyone else have unfinished projects all around the house??

Now onto the main event.
Right now we are trying to tackle this "cement-paver-patio" idea under our deck.  (that's what I like to call it)
This is what we're starting out with.  Danny has leveled out the dirt.  As you can see, the patio will start just to the left side of the post on the far right.  

 We bought this Walk Maker *template to make our own cement paving stones.  (*We should also count how many times I use the word '*template' in this post.)  It was cheaper than other ideas.  We also thought it looked pretty easy and seemed like it would be quick to do.  Easy?  Yes.  Quick?  Not so much.  (For us anyways.  We have 3 children to deal with and limited time when Danny is home.  Also, we have quite an area to fill.)

Only one of these bags are supposed to fill the 2'x2' *template.  So how ever many times you need to use your *template, that's about how many bags of cement you'll need to get.  We just a few for now.  

 First you lay down the *template (easy).

Mix the cement.

Pour the wet cement into the *template.  Make sure you get any air pockets out by moving the cement around a bit.

When the holes are filled, smooth out the top and put any remaining cement back into the bucket.


We were hesitant at first to move the *template, thinking the cement will all just mush together.  It didn't!  The good thing about this project is that you can almost immediately remove the *template and place it where your next set of rocks will go.
Also, something we didn't notice at first, (which we would have if either one of us had read the instructions on the label), is that the *template can be turned a few different ways, 
 depending on which side you're working on.  So our first three rock patterns were all the same.
Oh well, no big deal. Still looks good to me.

If you take a look at this picture again, at the top there is a space that we couldnt just put the *template back down and fill the couple of rocks that we needed.
So, what we did was put down a piece of wood big enough for the *template and did the exact same thing as we did on the dirt.  
 After the cement dries, you're able to pick up each rock and lay them where you want them.  We added a couple of stones to the edge and voila!  (sorry, didn't take a better picture of it.) 

I think I'm going to really like how it turns out.

but, for now, here is where we stand.
Oh, and we also ended up taking out the pathway that was there.  You can see the stones stacked against the house.  We'll end up using those for another project down the road.

So, what do you think??  Better or worse??
*Template = 11 times...unless you include this last one, that would make 12!

Happy Birthday Danny!! The BIG 3-0!!

Since Danny always says, "I would rather have a hamburger or a steak instead of desert", I thought I should make him the BIGGEST,
JUICIEST t-bone steak ever!!
Hey, I have to curb my cravings too ;)
STEAK
+ CAKE
= STEAK CAKE 

Happy 30th Birthday Babe!  I hope you had a great one!  The kids and I love you and are happy to celebrate you getting older :)

Throwing in the towel...for now...

First off, I want to thank EVERYONE that has made my desire and love for photography so fun and memorable! 
 
   It has been such an amazing 5 yr. journey! 

It's been a whirlwind of emotions, it's had it's ups and downs, and so many experiences to remember.

 Because of YOU I have been able to grow and develop as a photographer and as a person.

YOU have made me better in so many ways! 
 I appreciate all of you for that!

I know that I still have so much more to learn and to experience in everything I do. 


This year has already surpassed any expectations that I had from the past years and have much more coming for the rest of the year.
I have come up with a decision.  
 It has been a decision that I have battled with for a while now.  
 It is a very saddening, heart breaking, and very painful decision.  
 In ways I feel like I'm losing a great big part of my life, almost like losing a member of the family.  I get tears in my eyes as I say this.  Tears of sorrow and grief of what I might be losing, but yet tears of joy and relief of what I can and will be gaining.  It's such a bitter-sweet time in my life where I have to make some major changes.
(No, I am not having triplets)

But, I have decided I am no longer doing photography at this time.  I am not done completely, but just taking a break for a while.

Hopefully some day I can come back full steam and jump back into it, but I can't say for certain if/when that will be.  
I know I will be losing a lot of friends, clients, and clients that have become friends.  And that's very hard to accept.  
I still love you!!
This is not a decision based on how you all have been towards me, because you have all been awesome and encouraging and more than anyone could ever ask for! 


I have had to make this decision based on me and my family at this time.  

I love taking pictures, yet I'm not a  fan of how it takes so long to edit them.  I love being able to take those pictures for everyone to decorate their homes with, yet it disappoints me not being able to decorate MY home with the faces of my own loving family.  I love seeing the smiling faces that I capture on camera, yet kills me seeing the upset faces of my children when I have to turn them down just to get pictures done.  I can't even tell you the countless times I have said, "Ok, just one more minute please."  And yet, HOURS later I have not yet got around to it.  
 I don't like feeling that something (like editing) is more important than my own children.  
I don't like the feeling of letting them down, all day, every day.  

They are my LIFE!  

They need to feel like they are my first priority.  

(or they'll start dressing like this)
 
My house is a disaster ALL the time.  My husband gets the kids pawned off on him when he gets home from work and doesn't get much out of me the rest of the night.  
 My heart goes out to my family for their loss of a mother, a wife, and a friend.  
 I feel like I have let them down tremendously and I need to give them my ALL before I feel like I have lost all these precious short years with them.  
I know you all would agree with me when I say that these years go by so fast and then they are gone in the blink of an eye.  
 I hope you understand why I'm making this decision and why I need to do this.  
(photo taken by Allix)
 
I truly appreciate everything that you all have done for me over these years and the loyalty to keep me as your photographer. 
 I really do LOVE you all from the bottom of my heart and THANK you for the continued support you have given me. 
You have all been such a blessing in my life!

"Until we meet again ;)"

P.S.  If I have talked to you about pictures already, but haven't booked you yet, I am still planning on taking them. 
P.S.S.  I will still be baking cakes, cookies, etc.  So, call me baby! ;)